Post by Eshtar on May 26, 2017 23:27:41 GMT 9.5
I am very sory for the perceived *change* but for a while I have been unsure of my Weretype. Things have came to me like a vivid dream that i feel now is a memory. And that is what came to this. I feel after all this I am a Werehorse. My horse part of me is American Horse. I have taken A LOT of time to research breeds, Movement, traits, build, alot.. I have gone from memory, alittle guesswork and BOOM down to actauly Shifting! well.. Partial such as Muscles. I have only gotten to Partial Equine shifts but it was VERY easy. It may be almost impossible for a full shift do to space (1 bed apartment) among other things. But this is the furthest i EVER got I guess I am a very late bloomer. my color is what some would call Bay (and I am a blood red Bay color) with a blackish mane and tail (long but I hope soon Medium as I want my hair cut). other things I have experienced is after a Shift I would crave things like fruits, veggies, and grains like oats. yes real legit cravings and hungry. In human form I am still somewhat an Omnivore but am supporting our local farms and not corporate factory farms. or will try to when money allows it.. As much as i am able. But am trying to eat more of my equine diet. hey it will help me get more healthy. I have thought Thoroughbred for my breed but after studying movement between that, my current breed, and even Standardbred, I knew then that i could NOT have moved and ran, and even jumped and made instant sharp turns the way i did. it all started to make sense today when i studied more. I also experience my body really wanting to at least partial shift every time I go outside for my walk. The shift can last a few seconds to longer if I remain focused. BUT on hot days i CANNOT stay shifted for long not even partial. It is too hot and most horses cannot take heat well. (there are some that can) I found this out the other day when it was 85 and me and my husband had errands. my height is around 15.2 hands or so. Now how can little ole me get THAT big? i heard from a couple Weres already that it is very possible as some Weres can and do go beyond their human form height. (one Shifter also made this clear) I know this is a long post but just wanted to be clear that for the first time what i am is not guess work. I have so far put A LOT of time and research into this and still doing so. And things are falling into place and my Shifts helped validate it. Me and my husbands close friend also kind of validated it as well. (she felt Strong Equine energy for 2 weeks. About the same time I was discovering my true self and she does not live far from us) My husband also fully supports me. hell he is starting to bring me Horse magazines lol. Even I joked saying jee just because I am a Werehorse you think i want Horse things like Magazines? Then we both nod yes and laugh and he said considering what you are going through? ya. I laugh and mentioned how most Weres not all but most have an almost obsession or strong feelings twords their animal type like wolves love wolf things lor canine things, cats well would love cat things ect. Well I am getting that feeling with horses. I am also going to meditate when I get a kind of focus tool in the next week or so. a custom painted Mustang (its close to Andalusian so bla) with my exact color. it will help me focus better. my husband suggested that meditation can help me with Shifting more so the Mental development of Shifting. Not just think like a horse biig mistake. (that is another loong explanation) Anyway I am going to stop this one for now.. lol. but that so far is what is going on on the non mundane side of things.
(this has been my over all experience and why i term it Werehorse. So far things are leading up to it.)
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(this has been my over all experience and why i term it Werehorse. So far things are leading up to it.)
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