Post by Eshtar on Jan 30, 2017 15:01:36 GMT 9.5
I had a huge realization today. When walking with hubby like we do every weekend night, I remembered again my first hunt. Pulling down the deer i did and how I hunted, caused so much confusion into what i really am. Was I wolf? Was I cat? Today i had a flashback on events that was years ago. When my feline friend back in MA looked at me one time after a Shift. She told me how i had dark fur slight spots ect. How I looked like a Panther almost. How I have a Feline body structure that well now i have not been using because I am not as fit.. Down to my very teeth. (usually when shifted some when not even Shifted) How I hunted was feline yet i did not feel I was a full blown leopard or tiger ect. NOW I know why! Games like D&D call us Catfolk, Archage calls us Firran, Japanese call us Neko, I told my husband how I did not think my species could hunt like a full blown cat! But we CAN. He said why do you think most live in the wild that is why. of course I don't live in the wild and I only hunted that one time i think, BUT Now I realize I am this race this species! I could call myself a catfolk hybrid or Cait Sidhe hybrid whatever But now I know why I was confused into so many different species! because I never looked like a full blown cat or big cat my kind is humanoid. Anyway i just wanted to let this off my kitty chest. Just like my profile pic basically similar is to what my species looks like. Though because of Fae influence, I have both spots and stripes and grayish fur. But this is me. My Draconian part I have no idea what life that was in but that is in way apart of me as that part of me is a starseed basicly coming from not of earth. Yet being what i am now I don't feel an offworld connection. BUT its still apart of me always will be. I CAN still PH-Shift into my reptilian state.