Post by Arrow on Jul 16, 2017 4:29:57 GMT 9.5
It seems a lot of people are leaving, and sadly, I feel it’s my time as well. Most have probably noticed that I haven’t been on very often. I’m sorry for that, I’ve have a bit of life to attend too. But I’ve a lot of time to reflect on a lot of things that have been bombarding me lately. I wouldn’t say it’s my wereism per-say, actually it’s helped me get a bit more in-tune with it. It’s actually just personal problems and trying to, well live life actually. I’ve had a pretty successful track and field career this past school year and I can’t wait until I go back and see everyone that I’ve met and became very close too. I have a pretty good idea of what I want to do this next summer, and I’ve got a lot of future goals in plan. Which leads me to my long overdue update.
I’ve been able to spend a lot of time with my were side, sometimes more than I would like, but never the less it’s been worth it. I found out a lot of stuff that I didn’t even know I was capable of, and other things I didn’t even know could happen. With all of this change, life and even trying to get into the swing of things before school starts up again. With that being said, I now understand why most of the older were’s disappear, and even some younger ones who just need a bit of a step back from media sites such as this.
Our lives seem to be going in fast forward, everything seems to be fast forward until something extravagant happens, and then everyone wants to pause to actually enjoy it. But, everyone gets so used to it being in fast forward, it happens so fast that nobody can actually enjoy it. I know I’ve personally have fallen into that “Fast Forward Trap”. I keep looking towards the future, when I find a house, a job, possible a significant other and a family. But because of this, I have a hard time living in the present. Because of this I can’t enjoy the little things that really make life fun and worth living. Because of this, I don’t think I can actually succeed in shifting. It’s hard to figure out que’s, how to shift and when to shift, when I keep looking at the big picture, instead of actually taking the time to do so. I’ve personally have been taking short, well Hiatus’s every once in a while to really grasp these concepts. And I’ve found that little ones aren’t going to do the trick anymore. I feel so close to shifting I can almost taste it. But without doing any preparation, I don’t think it will happen in a when I’m ready.
I guess the moral of the story, I think it’s time for me to part ways for a while. Consider it a potential permanent Hiatus. I feel I need some space from going online and finding others shifting. I personally become frustrated because I am working at my own pace, and others are beating me. I’m naturally a competitive person and I want to succeed, but my mind is currently clouded by others achievements that it’s making me frustrated at myself. Right now with as hectic as my life is, I need to take some time, some space, and figure this out on my own. I don’t want anyone to think it’s their fault, it’s quite far from it actually. I enjoyed seeing how others have progressed, and others commenting on posts to say, I’ve helped them get through tough times. Or you guys helping me though rough times whether emotionally or dealing with my own wereism. I have been on here for 3 years now, and I’ve gone from thinking I was nothing but a freak with no explanation. To a were who is so close to achieving her goal, that it’s making me go mad just thinking about it. And because of this, I need to take my own path and learn from my own experiences and nobody else’s.
I want to personally say thank you to everyone I’ve met, and if anyone wants to keep in touch with me, I would be happy to find a way to do it. Just pm me and will find a way. I honestly have made so many friends on here, and most I keep in touch with every once in a while. it’s hard to say goodbye, but I know it needs to be done. Thank you guys so much for the awesome three years, and I hope to pop in every once in a while. I don’t plan on deleting my account, as I might pop in, but don’t expect me for a while.
But maybe if you look in the forest, you might find me enjoying life without a care in the world. And hey,
Maybe I’ll even wave.
But for now, I wish everyone luck on their own journeys, and as always I love leaving you guys with inspirational quotes.
“Answer your inner voice…” and since this one is pretty good too, “Life is either a great adventure. Or nothing.”
I’ve been able to spend a lot of time with my were side, sometimes more than I would like, but never the less it’s been worth it. I found out a lot of stuff that I didn’t even know I was capable of, and other things I didn’t even know could happen. With all of this change, life and even trying to get into the swing of things before school starts up again. With that being said, I now understand why most of the older were’s disappear, and even some younger ones who just need a bit of a step back from media sites such as this.
Our lives seem to be going in fast forward, everything seems to be fast forward until something extravagant happens, and then everyone wants to pause to actually enjoy it. But, everyone gets so used to it being in fast forward, it happens so fast that nobody can actually enjoy it. I know I’ve personally have fallen into that “Fast Forward Trap”. I keep looking towards the future, when I find a house, a job, possible a significant other and a family. But because of this, I have a hard time living in the present. Because of this I can’t enjoy the little things that really make life fun and worth living. Because of this, I don’t think I can actually succeed in shifting. It’s hard to figure out que’s, how to shift and when to shift, when I keep looking at the big picture, instead of actually taking the time to do so. I’ve personally have been taking short, well Hiatus’s every once in a while to really grasp these concepts. And I’ve found that little ones aren’t going to do the trick anymore. I feel so close to shifting I can almost taste it. But without doing any preparation, I don’t think it will happen in a when I’m ready.
I guess the moral of the story, I think it’s time for me to part ways for a while. Consider it a potential permanent Hiatus. I feel I need some space from going online and finding others shifting. I personally become frustrated because I am working at my own pace, and others are beating me. I’m naturally a competitive person and I want to succeed, but my mind is currently clouded by others achievements that it’s making me frustrated at myself. Right now with as hectic as my life is, I need to take some time, some space, and figure this out on my own. I don’t want anyone to think it’s their fault, it’s quite far from it actually. I enjoyed seeing how others have progressed, and others commenting on posts to say, I’ve helped them get through tough times. Or you guys helping me though rough times whether emotionally or dealing with my own wereism. I have been on here for 3 years now, and I’ve gone from thinking I was nothing but a freak with no explanation. To a were who is so close to achieving her goal, that it’s making me go mad just thinking about it. And because of this, I need to take my own path and learn from my own experiences and nobody else’s.
I want to personally say thank you to everyone I’ve met, and if anyone wants to keep in touch with me, I would be happy to find a way to do it. Just pm me and will find a way. I honestly have made so many friends on here, and most I keep in touch with every once in a while. it’s hard to say goodbye, but I know it needs to be done. Thank you guys so much for the awesome three years, and I hope to pop in every once in a while. I don’t plan on deleting my account, as I might pop in, but don’t expect me for a while.
But maybe if you look in the forest, you might find me enjoying life without a care in the world. And hey,
Maybe I’ll even wave.
But for now, I wish everyone luck on their own journeys, and as always I love leaving you guys with inspirational quotes.
“Answer your inner voice…” and since this one is pretty good too, “Life is either a great adventure. Or nothing.”